Untittled #2

All my feelings in a box
locked up, kept away, pushed away
for the need to see you

just doesn’t hurt anymore
no pain, no nothing
just numbness

the shallow feeling of friendship
is that enough to hold me
can you offer more
will i take it

I don’t know what i want anymore
i don’t know who i want anymore
i don’t know why i want anymore
i don’t know when i want anymore

i just want, something, anything, everything